The Great Divide
Dave says:
Consider this: the United States of America is a giant restaurant bill. You know, the piece of paper the server puts face down on your table at the end of your meal, and as she does so she performs that neat little trick where she puts a crease along the middle of the bill so it has a handy little ridge by which to pick it up. Am making any sense here?
The crease is the Rocky Mountains, they run from Canada down to New Mexico, creating a continental sized ridge that would be quite handy if some trans-dimensional being needed to pick up the USA to see what’s underneath. OK, that’s too much symbolism. Or is it? You see, I never thought the Rockies would be very symbolic to me. In fact, I didn’t really know where they were. I mean, I know where they are but just like any great natural marvel, you might know where it is from a book but you never can really know until you’ve been there. The symbolism of this whole g’damn trip slapped me in the face at 11,312 feet above sea level as the little red Santa Fe, despite a V6 engine, was huffing and puffing up the side of a mountain. There, at the top of Monarch Pass, is the crease they call the Continental Divide. Any river that starts to the east of that point flows into the Atlantic and any that starts to the west heads downhill, all the way to the Pacific. To the Pacific and to home, my friends, is where we are heading. This is it. Just like when you push your snowboard over the edge of the drop, you have no choice but to go where gravity takes you.
Now, I know that having a little red Santa Fe with a V6 engine means we can defy the laws of gravity and, if the truth be told, we have used it to do so in order to visit the best of New Mexico, but the fact still stands that we can not defy the pull home. It is inevitable we will be home sooner rather than later. The closer we get, the more momentum we have and the faster we’ll arrive. As I sat there on top of that mountain, posing for a self-timer picture, I realized that every crappy picture I take from now counts double, every stop is to be savored and each mile is more important than the last. Of course, each of the 54,124 miles we’ve travelled so far has been important but these last 1400 are special because they represent all the ones that came before it. The USA is as fantastic a place to travel around as any of the other countries we’ve visited. It’s ironic that this country holds a position of responsibility to our trip in the same manner in which it does to the rest of the world. But equally so, we must make sure the lure of a long left home doesn’t taint what it can offer. If anything, these last two weeks will cement the success of the whole trip. If we come out of this smiling we will have beaten the odds, silenced the naysayers yet proven nothing to anybody but ourselves because we having nothing to prove to anybody but ourselves. In Dutch, the restaurant bill is called the ‘rekoning’, so here the continental divide is the crease by which we can flip over our reckoning. Enjoy the ride downhill, we may never do this again.
(We’ll probably do this again)
September 17th, 2008 at 6:05 am
It’s almost too sappy, how much this touched me. Maybe because it’s my (much missed) little red Santa Fe that is carrying my beloved kids home! That night so long ago when you pulled your SUV into my driveway and climbed my stairs with your backpacks on your backs… the first of many, many miles and stairs you would climb with them on your backs… you were both so on edge, so hyper, so alert and nervous as you emptied your bags out on my floor to try to lighten them — already — and you’d only travelled from Capital Hill to Kirkland! And then that nervous drive to the airport, in that little red Santa Fe…. our goodbyes…. all the miles and moments and blog entries and e-mails and reunion in England since…. the holidays and special occasions and family drama shared only via the internet and the phone…. and now…. ok I’m a mom so it’s ok if I get a little teary eyed here, right? …. you’re on your way home. I’m glad you’re savoring the last weeks of your travels. I can’t wait to see you both, to look into your eyes and share big hugs. And oh yeah, I really can’t wait until that little red Santa Fe is back in my garage!
Love and hugs,
Mom
September 18th, 2008 at 9:43 am
The continental divide also divides the radio stations that start with a W in the east and the radio stations that start with a K in the west.
In 1996 I drove a little red 1988 Chevy beretta through those mountains with a small U-Haul trailer behind it and I remember so clearly the huffing and puffing you describe. I felt the exact same thing that you describe feeling in this post(Somewhere close to the badlands, I figured out how to back the thing up and park it with the trailer and keep everything going in the direction I wanted it to. I felt hugely proud.) and going downt the mountains I remember thinking “If these breaks fail, I will actually die.”
I’m so excited for you to experience these last few miles, which will probably be the best of the trip for many reasons (but then, I’m biased toward the West Side).
The closer you get to home, does it make everything else feel that much farther away?
September 26th, 2008 at 5:39 pm
Hi guys,
If you are interested in extending your trip and seeing some cool “American” stuff. You can always to the earthworks tours, Nancy Holt, Walter de Maria, Michael Heizer, Robert Smithson. http://www.earthworks.org/links.html
Can’t wait to see you.